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I thought about writing a breakup song like Adele did but truth be told, I was never a good singer. I could say I don't miss you at all and that I don't think about all the things which happened between us but I'd be lying. I keep playing all of them repeatedly in my head, trying to figure out what went wrong. And I figured out that the main problem was my brain, which kept telling me that it's okay to believe that you really loved me, even though you never thought of mentioning it. But then it hit me… I was used to thinking that every kind of romantic relationship would be a true love relationship. British pop songs showed me that suppo

winter's coming by bellatrix-dsn, literature

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winter's coming

The air around her made her shiver. She was shaking so much that it seemed like her bones were going to break any time soon. She was standing alone in the middle of the street. The wind was running behind the leaves each tree would let go of and every time it came a little too close, she would clench her fists and breathe deeply. She was trying so hard not to fall apart; she was trying to keep herself together, without losing herself along the way.

please be quiet, little brain by bellatrix-dsn, literature

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please be quiet, little brain

Because nothing makes sense right now. I lost track of what was supposed to be… of who I was supposed to be. He was the worst disappointment in this life of mine, with all his kindness and cleverness and friendship, he fooled me so well. If anyone had asked me if I thought this was possible I would laugh and tell them they were absolutely crazy because he was the one, he was the boy who would never hurt me like this. Apparently, I was dead wrong. He was like everybody else, he didn't even leave me a piece of my dignity. He grabbed it and ran away with it before I even acknowledge what had happened. Three weeks and four days after I still

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041. by weight13ss, literature

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stop stringing your pretty little bones around your pretty little neck. you're not a deathwish. you don't have a one. you're just a melodrama waiting to happen. but you're right - i'm a mess, i'm not like you, i don't know you. i'm the turtle that never wins. i don't know how the sun plays peekaboo with the glitter in your eyes. i don't know how you love your pens, hate your pencils, refuse to use either. i don't know how only in moonlight your hair reflects champagne gold. you're right - i don't know you.

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j a n u a r y dear derek, i finally understand what they say about time. how it passes by so fast. i guess that's why they use hourglasses. 'cause time just slips through your fingers like sand. i miss you, holly f e b r u a r y dear derek, it's already been half a year. you've been gone that long. i still dye my hair that fuchsia flash color you like. i don't think you notice. i'd wish you'd come back, but i'm a dreamer. not a wisher. i miss you, holly m a r c h dear derek,

i'd do anything to be with you by ChloroformBoy, literature

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i'd do anything to be with you

i cannot eat my cereal because my tears, too thick, are ruining the flavour... with a "u", because all i want is... you are perfect for me. okay ? motherfucking perfect. my missing piece, my truelove, the one i'd do anything for. now i am listening to all the songs that make me think of you, just trying to hold on. i know you think that i deserve better, but no... i don't even deserve you. i don't deserve your heart. but here, take mine anyway. if i can't have you, i don't want anyone. i would feel like i were cheating. please don't tell me it's not my fault. i don't want to sounds obsessed, but i would rather have no life th

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disremember

i. there is a man who is lovesick for the moon and angry with the sun. sometimes i'll watch him crackle and pop underneath sweltering yellows. he allows his skin to cook and curl and says it's because "when I see pain, I see the human race." ii. the trees have become waterproof. there are these hot rocks called meteors that tumble because they are caught between madness and gladness of flight. the man explains that the sky is crying. he doesn't explain why. he just continues to smolder. iii. temperatures have reached a madness. smoke curls in hieroglyphics from the man, letters in a language that I can almost understand. t

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i need you so much closer by bellatrix-dsn, literature

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i need you so much closer

His lips taste like nicotine and I think I'm addicted. I can't push myself away, I just want to hold him close. Every time I feel his skin against mine it tastes like fire burning through me. Every time his lips meet mine I swear I can feel the world spinning around and round. I can hear the distant rain soaking our clothes but I don't care. I can only think about his breath reaching my collarbone, his hand caressing the back of my cranium and my heart is beating so damn fast that I think I will faint. My heart is pounding so loud that I can feel it on the tips of my toes and I'm feeling too small to swallow this sensation. I can hardly take

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Nov 26
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Daniela
19
Portuguese
brown hair, brown eyes
left-handed
I happen to write sometimes
music is everything

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the lovely bones, into the wild, secret window

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new girl, the big bang theory

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arctic monkeys, arcade fire, metallica

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bellatrix-dsn

Oct 5, 2010

She was close, close enough to be your ghost

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Tell me where's your hiding place I'm worried I'll forget your face And I've asked everyone And I'm beginning to think I imagined you all along I elongated my lift home Yeah, I let him go the long way 'round I smelt your scent on the seatbelt And kept my shortcuts to myself I saw your sister in the cornerstone On the phone to the middle man When I saw that she was on her own I thought she might understand She was close, well you couldn't get much closer She said I'm really not supposed to but yes, You can call me anything you want -arcticmonkeys NEWS! So... I'm in Lisbon University. Taking Pharmaceutical Science, which is gr

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bellatrix-dsn

Aug 12, 2010

QUIZ (you don't need to open this)

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Quiz stole from Kari-AtH (https://www.deviantart.com/kari-ath) because she's awesome and you should check out her work like right now and I'm bored. .:FIRE:. [ ] You have a short temper. [ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first. [ ] You are very competitive. [X] You like to play with fire. [ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all. [X] You prefer warm weather over cold weather. [ ] You often lose control over yourself. [ ] You can be quite reckless. [ ] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it. [X] People have often called you insane. TOTAL: 2 .:WATER:. [ ] You have a calm, laid-back personality. [X] You like to go to th

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bellatrix-dsn

May 25, 2010

you can't be everything to everyone

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She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalities So fragile yet so devious She continues to see it Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia bathed in possession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never she's coming home Forever Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed And crazy, Aphid Attraction Carve my name in my face, to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build u

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WonderfullyBroken

Jan 12, 2011

HAPPY DA BIRTHDAYYY! xDDD

WonderfullyBroken

Nov 26, 2010

Happy Birthday! i hope you have an amazing day.

bellatrix-dsn

Nov 28, 2010

thank you! Well it wasn't exactly an amazing day because I had chemistry exam the day after, which means yesterday morning xD But I went out with my friends yesterday and it was GOOOOOOD so yeah... that was amazing

projectsonic

Nov 24, 2010

Haaaaaaaaaaapy birthday!

bellatrix-dsn

Nov 28, 2010

omg thank you so much

Kari-AtH

Sep 17, 2010

Daniiiiiiii! Como estás? Era só para perguntar então como foram os teus resultados e se sempre entraste onde querias.

bellatrix-dsn

Sep 22, 2010

Kari

Ah pois entrei em faro x) o que é... bem não é mau xD mas vou tentar lisboa! e o porto para med. dentária e mais umas xD só para a semana é que sei onde fico mesmo. Desculpa lá mas não tenho vindo ao deviantart D: e tu como estás?